life is good this week :)
i read Marianne's blog today,
it might not be saying me,
but it really tells me something XD
i really sleep early lately,
i have at least 8 hours of sleep lately,
i do walking with sinyee in the morning,
i follow her diet lately,
i really feel much healthier XD
well, the only bad thing is i still procrastinate a lot orz.
at least, things are turning positive isn't it :D
11.11.09
1.11.09
God speaks.
i quoted this from Aurelia XD
well,
from my previous post,
some of you might have know what happened to me lately.
and 5 days after that incident,
which is Sunday,
i went to the service,
when Paster Jemimah was preaching about God and those with brokenheart.
she started with a jar, imagine, there is a crack, no matter how much water you pour into the jar, it will never be filled, because whennever the water is poured inside it, the water will flow out from the crack.
just like us people, when we are wounded, we have a crack in our hearts, whennever people try to speak you the word of comfort, the word of God, our hearts will never be filled, because it has a crack.
i was so moved because God has answered all my doubts and questions and stuggles in that service, that very moment.
i know it might take some time,
but God is with me throughout the healing process,
because God never plan to break our heart!
Amen!
i really appreaciate Ps.Kathy who prayed for me, it was very sweet ;w; what a gentle person who always speaks the word of God that comforts people's heart, such a blessed lady :)
well,
let's see what is going to be in the coming days :)
i am not afraid, because He is by my side >:3
well,
from my previous post,
some of you might have know what happened to me lately.
and 5 days after that incident,
which is Sunday,
i went to the service,
when Paster Jemimah was preaching about God and those with brokenheart.
she started with a jar, imagine, there is a crack, no matter how much water you pour into the jar, it will never be filled, because whennever the water is poured inside it, the water will flow out from the crack.
just like us people, when we are wounded, we have a crack in our hearts, whennever people try to speak you the word of comfort, the word of God, our hearts will never be filled, because it has a crack.
i was so moved because God has answered all my doubts and questions and stuggles in that service, that very moment.
i know it might take some time,
but God is with me throughout the healing process,
because God never plan to break our heart!
Amen!
i really appreaciate Ps.Kathy who prayed for me, it was very sweet ;w; what a gentle person who always speaks the word of God that comforts people's heart, such a blessed lady :)
well,
let's see what is going to be in the coming days :)
i am not afraid, because He is by my side >:3
29.10.09
you don't understand
sometimes,
i really wished i am like my brother.
defend what i think is right.
have the courage to tell others how i really feel.
instead of acting dumb, and let it go,
and allow things to repeat itself.
instead of scolding the offender at the back,
and get pissed without anyone knowing.
why i am such a coward.
and why am i such a clown.
why do i like ranting so much?
i really don't know how to deal with arguments.
don't ask me to apologize when i am the victim here.
you don't know how i felt in all those situations.
you don't know how it feels like
when people treats you like you have no brain.
when people talks like as if she is the know-it-all and you are dumb shit.
when people talks like as if she is the boss and you are the fucking stupid employee.
when people talks like as if she is the only one who contributes and you are the mistakea and burden itself.
when people mock at the only thing you are proud of.
when people not only never appreciate what you did, but scold you for not following instruction that was not told.
when people throw a tantrum only towards you due to lack of sleep when you don't even know what yourself have done.
when people blame you for taking a nap as if you are procrastinating, and wants you to bear what she bears.
when people compares your work with their work, and mock you like you are used to it.
when you already tell that person you don't like the way you are treated, and that person told you- you should change, why should i change?
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. 8 WEEKS IS ENOUGH TO KILL ALL THE PRIDE I LEFT IN ME.
AND BEST PART IS, IT WAS DONE ONLY TO ME.
and she even tell you, i only do this to you because we are close friend.
FARQUE IT BEECH.
don't tell me to appologize,
don't tell me Jesus now,
or i will cry for the 4th time.
worst thing is,
i need to act dumb to prevent arguments.
i need to maintain a good relationship among all.
i need to bear with all the bad attitude and hurtful words.
i know that if i really want to throw a tanthrum, i might really hurt somebody, bad.
conclusion is,
let's wait and see :)
think that i am victimizing myself?
thank Jesus because you don't understand Mandarin before that.
and thank God because you don't have such people around you.
Mom and Dad,
i really have to write this because i am a human.
i really wished i am like my brother.
defend what i think is right.
have the courage to tell others how i really feel.
instead of acting dumb, and let it go,
and allow things to repeat itself.
instead of scolding the offender at the back,
and get pissed without anyone knowing.
why i am such a coward.
and why am i such a clown.
why do i like ranting so much?
i really don't know how to deal with arguments.
don't ask me to apologize when i am the victim here.
you don't know how i felt in all those situations.
you don't know how it feels like
when people treats you like you have no brain.
when people talks like as if she is the know-it-all and you are dumb shit.
when people talks like as if she is the boss and you are the fucking stupid employee.
when people talks like as if she is the only one who contributes and you are the mistakea and burden itself.
when people mock at the only thing you are proud of.
when people not only never appreciate what you did, but scold you for not following instruction that was not told.
when people throw a tantrum only towards you due to lack of sleep when you don't even know what yourself have done.
when people blame you for taking a nap as if you are procrastinating, and wants you to bear what she bears.
when people compares your work with their work, and mock you like you are used to it.
when you already tell that person you don't like the way you are treated, and that person told you- you should change, why should i change?
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND. 8 WEEKS IS ENOUGH TO KILL ALL THE PRIDE I LEFT IN ME.
AND BEST PART IS, IT WAS DONE ONLY TO ME.
and she even tell you, i only do this to you because we are close friend.
FARQUE IT BEECH.
don't tell me to appologize,
don't tell me Jesus now,
or i will cry for the 4th time.
worst thing is,
i need to act dumb to prevent arguments.
i need to maintain a good relationship among all.
i need to bear with all the bad attitude and hurtful words.
i know that if i really want to throw a tanthrum, i might really hurt somebody, bad.
conclusion is,
let's wait and see :)
think that i am victimizing myself?
thank Jesus because you don't understand Mandarin before that.
and thank God because you don't have such people around you.
Mom and Dad,
i really have to write this because i am a human.
28.10.09
The Stand
before i introduce this song,
i would like to thank Aurelia for the sharing on her blog,
and also the songs she sent me :)
when i was so angry with what happened,
when i was feeling sad,
when i lost my faith in people,
this song,
that played in my mp3,
saved me.
i decided to delete my rant post,
i really think i should stop whinning,
and keep moving forward.
amen?
AMEN
You stood before creation
Eternity within Your hand
You spoke the earth into motion
My soul now to stand
You stood before my failure
Carried the Cross for my shame
My sin weighed upon
Your shoulders
My soul now to stand
So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You
So I'll walk upon salvation
Your Spirit alive in me
This life to declare Your promise
My soul now to stand
So what can I say
What can I do
But offer this heart O God
Completely to You
So I’ll stand
With arms high and heart abandoned
In awe of the One who gave it all
So I’ll stand
My soul Lord to You surrendered
All I am is Yours
16.10.09
14.10.09
Who am I
Who am I?
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..
That the Lord of all the earth,
Would care to know my name,
Would care to feel my hurt.
Who am I?
That the bright and morning star,
Would choose to light the way,
For my ever wandering heart.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Who am I?
That the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love
And watch me rise again.
Who am I?
That the voice that calmed the sea,
Would call out through the rain,
And calm the storm in me.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
Not because of who I am,
But because of what you've done.
Not because of what I've done,
But because of who you are.
I am a flower quickly fading,
Here today and gone tomorrow,
A wave tossed in the ocean,
A vapor in the wind.
Still you hear me when I'm calling,
Lord, you catch me when I'm falling,
And you've told me who I am.
I am yours.
I am yours.
I am yours.
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
I am yours..
I am yours..
13.10.09
不愧是
当我学习不再哭泣的时候，
我发现我更容易受伤害。
那往里面流的眼泪都腐蚀了我身心灵，
那挣扎的呐喊，
谁都看不见，
因为已经被巧妙的掩饰掉了。
矛盾。
谢谢巧慧真正的聆听，
如果没有你在我想自暴自弃的时候，
依然捉着我，
依然坚持要为我分担，
这不知该往哪里求医的苦楚。
谢谢你让我好好地哭了。
诗丽，
我们都遭遇着一样的烦恼，
看来咱们真是同病相怜啊~
若是环境不为我们改变，
就要自己做些改变~
把你的女王释放出来啊！
选择自己喜欢的，
要幸福哦！
加油加油！
文婷，
知道你日子难熬，
不过你是我看过最强的人，
所以要坚持下去哦！
当你熬过这些难关的时候，
我一定是其中一个为你大声喝彩的人XD
嘉毅
最关心我健康的人，
我又熬夜了。
谢谢你的歌，
让我能够专心，
每一首歌都让我深切知道我已经离开主的道路甚远，
还真惭愧。
好久没拨电话回家，
电话没钱了。
不知道爸爸妈妈怎样了。
外婆不知怎样了。
不知道以后会发生什么事，
只要重要的大家幸福就好！
[Still you hear me when i am calling,
Lord you catch me when i am falling,
You told me who i am,
i am Yours.]
决心啊！！！ 你怎么从来都不存在于我的个性里面？
我发现我更容易受伤害。
那往里面流的眼泪都腐蚀了我身心灵，
那挣扎的呐喊，
谁都看不见，
因为已经被巧妙的掩饰掉了。
矛盾。
谢谢巧慧真正的聆听，
如果没有你在我想自暴自弃的时候，
依然捉着我，
依然坚持要为我分担，
这不知该往哪里求医的苦楚。
谢谢你让我好好地哭了。
诗丽，
我们都遭遇着一样的烦恼，
看来咱们真是同病相怜啊~
若是环境不为我们改变，
就要自己做些改变~
把你的女王释放出来啊！
选择自己喜欢的，
要幸福哦！
加油加油！
文婷，
知道你日子难熬，
不过你是我看过最强的人，
所以要坚持下去哦！
当你熬过这些难关的时候，
我一定是其中一个为你大声喝彩的人XD
嘉毅
最关心我健康的人，
我又熬夜了。
谢谢你的歌，
让我能够专心，
每一首歌都让我深切知道我已经离开主的道路甚远，
还真惭愧。
好久没拨电话回家，
电话没钱了。
不知道爸爸妈妈怎样了。
外婆不知怎样了。
不知道以后会发生什么事，
只要重要的大家幸福就好！
[Still you hear me when i am calling,
Lord you catch me when i am falling,
You told me who i am,
i am Yours.]
决心啊！！！ 你怎么从来都不存在于我的个性里面？
2.10.09
it's been a long time
hello to those who still read my blog :)
long time no see eh?
celebrating mid-autumn in Sunway again *w*
bought 2 mooncakes to share in the party tonight ;)
i'm so looking forward~
life is okay over here,
just quite busy with preparation for the finals.
bought new things to replace those that cannot work anymore.
quite tedious,
financially, physically, mentally.
like Aurelia wrote on her twitter, "so much more to learn and improve on...but give thanks to the lord."
amen.
i never know, i can come to this stage that i need to face the beginning of the end,
that smoothly.
was having so much fears and worries throughout the previous terms.
i don't know its something good or bad,
but i'll just have to keep moving on.
life goes on no matter you like it or not.
i miss my family so much so much i couldn't bear.
i know i have to be strong to be protect them when it's my turn,
but sometimes,
i feel so weak when i know they will be taken away from me someday.
i feel so weak when they are not around me when i needed them.
thanks for loving me,
i am not worthy at all for i am such an incomplete person.
may God heals the broken heart.
only You know what is deep inside us.
oh well, i still need some time to grow up :(
long time no see eh?
celebrating mid-autumn in Sunway again *w*
bought 2 mooncakes to share in the party tonight ;)
i'm so looking forward~
life is okay over here,
just quite busy with preparation for the finals.
bought new things to replace those that cannot work anymore.
quite tedious,
financially, physically, mentally.
like Aurelia wrote on her twitter, "so much more to learn and improve on...but give thanks to the lord."
amen.
i never know, i can come to this stage that i need to face the beginning of the end,
that smoothly.
was having so much fears and worries throughout the previous terms.
i don't know its something good or bad,
but i'll just have to keep moving on.
life goes on no matter you like it or not.
i miss my family so much so much i couldn't bear.
i know i have to be strong to be protect them when it's my turn,
but sometimes,
i feel so weak when i know they will be taken away from me someday.
i feel so weak when they are not around me when i needed them.
thanks for loving me,
i am not worthy at all for i am such an incomplete person.
may God heals the broken heart.
only You know what is deep inside us.
oh well, i still need some time to grow up :(
5.9.09
14.8.09
SOME UGLY AND LAME ANIMATIONS
this term, very hectic, seriously.
so many sleepless nights, and also stayed over in lab for so many days i couldn't count with my fingers.
learnt a lot, didn't even have the chance to digest =w=
this was the floursack animation i did in the beginning of term, submitted on early July. i have no comment on this, lame animation.
then later on we did this lipsync animation. i did some mistake on the skeleton ,so i faced a lot of difficulties in animatingYAY (because i am late for submission, i didn't fix the skeleton sobs sobs sobs) honestly i didn't enjoy the modelling, blend shape, rigging, paint weight and texturing part =3=* BUT I FOUND MY PASSION IN ANIMATING OwO i really did enjoy animating ~~ so fun~ (screw the skeleton, if it wasn't because of the fail rigging i would animate this with more exaggerated actions and poses =3= oh well)
this is what i did for the dummy Jason did(with the perfect skeleton), so fun animating it :B
oh well, very dissapointing term indeed.
wishing that i won't fail at least O3O
28.7.09
anyone
sometimes,
i wonder why,
i can never learn.
and why,
do i feel so bad about what is happening,
yet,
i never try to make a change.
going to Kuala Selangor by Thursday,
will be back by Monday.
shooting short film.
hope we can get some very nice shots :D
don't dare to tell dad and ask him for more money OTL
spent too much OTL
ugh
can mony fall from the sky now? please?
i wonder why,
i can never learn.
and why,
do i feel so bad about what is happening,
yet,
i never try to make a change.
going to Kuala Selangor by Thursday,
will be back by Monday.
shooting short film.
hope we can get some very nice shots :D
don't dare to tell dad and ask him for more money OTL
spent too much OTL
ugh
can mony fall from the sky now? please?
20.7.09
喘不过气来了
真的。
某个粉肠总是24/7不停得埋怨，
现在惹怒她反而耳根稍微清静了。
有些时候，
你的习惯为他人带来困扰的时候，
不要因为是朋友就期望人家不介意或配合你。
暗示明示都用了，
还是完全无视。
说真的，叽喳就算了，
可是一天到晚就是怨气连天，
不满这个不满那个，
听的人会受不了的。
现在明明告诉你，
跟我投诉你的人，
至少有三个了，
要不要改，
随你。
好啦这只是出气罢了，
真正的还在后头。
business class:
‘haikal你去死吧！’我真得很像那样高声呐喊。
真的不应该选择信任他。
害得整组人为了他的事担忧几天,
到最后还是不见人影。
什么跟finance有关的部门都空着了。
今天才决定放弃信任他，
打了一通电话给讲师。
他说，
为什么不早点把这事情向他报告？
我不知怎么回答。
不应该等他的，
真的不应该。
现在，
整组人一起承担后果。
抢着当队长的自己，
要负起的责任最大，
很生气，
又觉得自己活该。
害惨整组人，
很不甘心，
很抱歉，
如果我是一个更好的队长，
事情一定不会演变成这样。
烦。
advance 3d animation:
我一直都很诧异，
我是怎么熬过这班的。
其实，
Jason是很顾及我们感受的人吧？
真的感激不尽。
善解人意得，
让我觉得我没资格，
可是又怕惹怒他哈哈。
明知道不应该拖他的功课，
可是真的没时间*泣*
我太没用了对不起！！！
有你当我们的导师，
真的是我们的福分！
*马屁拍得再响他也看不到吧？没力*
visual story telling:
最害怕的科目，
最贵的科目，
最帅的讲师（看到他就流口水哈哈），
最享受的科目（有吗？），
总之就，
充满期待又充满失败的科目。
compositing and editting ：
法国讲师一去不复返，
来了新的讲师， Eric.
好好先生，
目前还挺喜欢他教的。
虽然功课比Mathiu给得重，
也不失为一件好事。
充满期待的科目之一，
希望不会落空吧！
同人志报告：
要死。
来不及的啦！
写这写着，
本来不开心的，
变得开心起来了。
原来这个学期，
还有希望。
欣仪回复了，
出去找吃，
顺便透透气。
在我走之前，
来~
屋友捡回来养的，
瞒着屋主~
加油！
粉肠你也加油！
9.7.09
HI MOM
because my dear sugar mommy found my bitchy ranting blog, i need to act like a mature adult and talk about future and sucessful life plans
:D
i wonder who told her about this blog =______=
31.5.09
30.5.09
24.5.09
良心
我想，
知道家里的状况，
还能够花钱像水流一般的，
只有这天杀的我吧？
还是少出门好了。
娱乐， 并不需要。
可是却不自觉地索求。
并不顾家里人的复出，
一直
一直
一直
一直
没良心地
伤害。
为什么不在老家里，心里就安定不下来？
什么干劲都没有。
只是颓废的，
呼吸，
吃，
过日子，
一点活着的感觉也没有。
太热的关系吧？
神智不清了。
你没兴趣理吧？
这只是某个废人的生活。
你什么都帮不上忙。
因为你良心没那么大。
哈哈。
10.5.09
so, class starts on tuesday
damn it,
flour sack.
but, looking forward.
because, i did it to my 3rd year.
amen.
happy mothers' day to my super awesome gorgeous funny amazing better-than-yours mom!!!
i miss home ;w;
by the way, this is En En's shop. go visit dudes~
flour sack.
but, looking forward.
because, i did it to my 3rd year.
amen.
happy mothers' day to my super awesome gorgeous funny amazing better-than-yours mom!!!
i miss home ;w;
by the way, this is En En's shop. go visit dudes~
9.5.09
be strong
thanks everyone for the concern, i know you, thank you very much for your attention and kind words.
our loving grandfather just passed away on 9th May 2009, 7.30am.
i don't know how to put all my feelings in words.
yesterday, i was looking into the gallery of Jia Yih's old handphone.(i am using his phone after he bought a new one)
i used to complain about it,
then i saw one picture of grandfather.
now,
i am grateful about having this phone,
it might be old and damn outdated,
but at least, i have the only picture of my beloved grandfather in it.
my mom is a good daughter to her parents, i can proudly say it.
even though she stays far away from her parents, but every week, she will spend her only day off to bring my grandparents to walk around the town, or bring them to pay a visit to the doctors to have their body check up or get their medicines monthly.
so every time when i get back to Sabah, i will follow my mom to their house.
when we reach the house, my grandfather are alway waiting outside the door.
i enjoyed seeing him slowly tying his shoe laces.
i enjoyed the time when i call "gong gong", he will raise his head, and give me a big smile.
that smile is like a innocent kid, which makes my heart feels warm.
i enjoyed seeing grandma holding his arm in her arms, and walk towards my mom's car.
i enjoyed running towards them, and put his another arm in my arms.
my mom and my grandmother just went to China the other day.
then my dad sent me to their house, so that i can meet up with my cousin Michelle.
grandfather who was left alone at home was so happy when he saw me.
he immediately asked the maid to make me a cup Milo drink, and asked me to sit down with him by the dinning table.
i told him i wasn't hungry, he insisted. XD
i chat a little with him, no matter what i say, he will reply me with a big smile and a light laugh.
a little awkward, but i like the smile on his face.
i told Michelle about this, i told her, it was awkward. i don't know what to talk about with him.
she told me, i can ask him about his past. old people loves to tell their stories.
i said, alright, then i shall ask him about it next time.
then, there is no more next time.
the next time i saw him, was on his 80th birthday, didn't have the chance to chat.
then the next next time, is already the time he was in the hospital.
i only asked him, do u remember my name?
he said "zhong jia ning"
i always thought that he doesn't know my name,
but he does,
and he still remember.
then the nurse already chasing us out from the room because its time for him to rest.
i can only ask him to take care and get well soon.
but he didn't get well, but worse.
and God took him away, from all of his dearest family, when i am not there.
i made a call for my grandmother, when my cousin told me that she is very sad.
my mom picked up the phone for her, i can only hear my grandmother crying, very very sadly.
it broke my heart and made me cried along with her.
i really wish she can get over this sadness soon, losing the beloved husband, must be very hard to bear.
my family, relatives and friends, who cared about him, i really appreciate every single of them.
May God give him and his family peace.
i love you, grandpa.
our loving grandfather just passed away on 9th May 2009, 7.30am.
i don't know how to put all my feelings in words.
yesterday, i was looking into the gallery of Jia Yih's old handphone.(i am using his phone after he bought a new one)
i used to complain about it,
then i saw one picture of grandfather.
now,
i am grateful about having this phone,
it might be old and damn outdated,
but at least, i have the only picture of my beloved grandfather in it.
my mom is a good daughter to her parents, i can proudly say it.
even though she stays far away from her parents, but every week, she will spend her only day off to bring my grandparents to walk around the town, or bring them to pay a visit to the doctors to have their body check up or get their medicines monthly.
so every time when i get back to Sabah, i will follow my mom to their house.
when we reach the house, my grandfather are alway waiting outside the door.
i enjoyed seeing him slowly tying his shoe laces.
i enjoyed the time when i call "gong gong", he will raise his head, and give me a big smile.
that smile is like a innocent kid, which makes my heart feels warm.
i enjoyed seeing grandma holding his arm in her arms, and walk towards my mom's car.
i enjoyed running towards them, and put his another arm in my arms.
my mom and my grandmother just went to China the other day.
then my dad sent me to their house, so that i can meet up with my cousin Michelle.
grandfather who was left alone at home was so happy when he saw me.
he immediately asked the maid to make me a cup Milo drink, and asked me to sit down with him by the dinning table.
i told him i wasn't hungry, he insisted. XD
i chat a little with him, no matter what i say, he will reply me with a big smile and a light laugh.
a little awkward, but i like the smile on his face.
i told Michelle about this, i told her, it was awkward. i don't know what to talk about with him.
she told me, i can ask him about his past. old people loves to tell their stories.
i said, alright, then i shall ask him about it next time.
then, there is no more next time.
the next time i saw him, was on his 80th birthday, didn't have the chance to chat.
then the next next time, is already the time he was in the hospital.
i only asked him, do u remember my name?
he said "zhong jia ning"
i always thought that he doesn't know my name,
but he does,
and he still remember.
then the nurse already chasing us out from the room because its time for him to rest.
i can only ask him to take care and get well soon.
but he didn't get well, but worse.
and God took him away, from all of his dearest family, when i am not there.
i made a call for my grandmother, when my cousin told me that she is very sad.
my mom picked up the phone for her, i can only hear my grandmother crying, very very sadly.
it broke my heart and made me cried along with her.
i really wish she can get over this sadness soon, losing the beloved husband, must be very hard to bear.
my family, relatives and friends, who cared about him, i really appreciate every single of them.
May God give him and his family peace.
i love you, grandpa.
28.3.09
my character modeling :P
i had the presentation with my classmates and people from dg75-1 yesterday.
everyone was not bad, some are awesome!
i think i screwed my presentation, but Jun Ning is kind enough to say that my presentation wasn't bad=w= (i bet he din't listen carefully to my gibberishh XDDDD i din't even tell the main thing about my concept OTLLLLLLL)
i guess i am a person who can't present properly without my script TwT
this is where i got my music from :D awesome eh?
even Emma asked me about it XDDD so happy because Hyadain is my favouriteee~~
i've rushed this since wednesday.. -w-
rush work kills liver OwO;;;
thank goodnees it is over now, going back to my lovely hometown soon~
everyone was not bad, some are awesome!
i think i screwed my presentation, but Jun Ning is kind enough to say that my presentation wasn't bad=w= (i bet he din't listen carefully to my gibberishh XDDDD i din't even tell the main thing about my concept OTLLLLLLL)
i guess i am a person who can't present properly without my script TwT
this is where i got my music from :D awesome eh?
even Emma asked me about it XDDD so happy because Hyadain is my favouriteee~~
i've rushed this since wednesday.. -w-
rush work kills liver OwO;;;
thank goodnees it is over now, going back to my lovely hometown soon~
18.3.09
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